HERE IS MY STORY:
MESSAGE FOR SNSD: ( Girl's Generation )
dedication of me, is
read it carefully
it deep in your soul.
sorry again for my bad English )
here, due to the bad
that happened to my band, this fatal
car accident of our 2 beloved new members,
HERE is the article
I could not
get it over for
I was in
psychological situation for
I had the
create many other new
though. I felt like a
contributed the fact
those years died
two beloved childhood
Except all those, died my father, my
beloved aunt that I felt about her like she was my
second mother. Also my mother died burned in fire.
So, as you see, are not only 4 people but seven. And
I was still alive. Why???
Suddenly, I felt so
lonely, that I could not to
sing my pain
my soul. I did
several things, just for
making me to
forget, cause I was
needed peace in my mind.
in internet, YouTube, I typed 2
letters wrong. I was searching about my band, if
someone still remember us. I don’t remember what it
was those 2 wrong letters that I typed, but in the
results there was names like Taeyeon, SNSD, Girl’s
Generation, Maybe, Hyoyeon and also because I typed
the name of my band,
“Camouflage”, I found a video
of SNSD’s that they were dressed in Camouflage
clothes. The title of the song it was: “Genie – Tell
me your wish”. My curiosity forced my finger and I
clicked on that video. I was so surprised of the
melody’s quality, the 9 always smiling faces and of
the simple style of dancing. I think I heard that
song more than 20 times in that night. Then I forgot
the web searching about my band and I started
searching only for SNSD’s songs. One after another,
their songs were like a medicine for my soul but I
hadn’t understand it. For almost one year, almost
daily I was watching them in YouTube, I found their
story, I learned almost everything about them. And
sure…. ahmmm…. I stolen their MP3 songs via
“torrents” because in Greece nobody knows about
them, so, there is not any CD to buy. Why nobody
knows them here in Greece? Because Greek promoters
are very idiots and non practitioners in show
business, they only have a “chair” under of their
ass, thinking that the globe turns only around of
Watching very carefully SNSD, daily,
acknowledged how well
show business is rigged. I liked it,
I loved it. All they were made from professionals in
that kind and not from idiots.
They know how to use
the colors, the lights and the entertainment. In
their TV show’s I saw the simplicity of the faces
and behavior of those girls, I loved to see them
smiling, joking, kidding, making everything.
my wife in the face of one of those girls. I mean,
my wife she is from Philippines and always smiling
and kidding. The smile of my wife kept me alive in
my most black days and I feel so lucky to have her.
Sometimes I’m secretly watching her making her
personal jokes on the mirror and I feel so fine like
those nine girls of South Korea for almost one year,
except my forgotten feelings I also found my
forgotten music in them. It was the same kind of
music that I composed and I like to play.
kind of choirs that I had in my mind. Many
choirs-vocals, not only one singer.
Sure in my
music there is more punch in Bass and Drums, but
their music is exactly for
And it was a
medicine for me to know that my music style is still
alive in another country.
And I was
happy because I heard my music exactly from the
voices of these girls. Not any other girls, but
exactly THESE NINE girls. From whole the globe,
between so many millions of musicians, I had eyes
only for these nine beautiful smiling girls with
angelic faces and voices.
was no trace of violence or
their faces formed.
They were very simply, tame, and very..... GIRLS.
With the real meaning of this word.
AT LAST !!!
--- I WAS RESURECTED !!!
And you know, it looks like in the
fairy tales that the princess have to kiss a FROG,
so the frog will be transformed in a beautiful
prince. But here, it is more complicated, because
didn’t kissed me only one princess but…. NINE.
All the team of Muses.
still don’t know that they have kiss me. That is a
I am a Greek and the “Nine Muses”
belong to the Greek mythology.
The “Touch” of one and only muse can
change your life and feelings to better. But the
not touching anyone,
is very selective, she touch only
this one that
believes he can withstand
In my own case, didn’t touched me only one muse,
that hung around
the most well-hidden
of his. The frog
swamp to bloom
that the inner voice
of the dead
been trapped in
their dreams, asking them
to be able to
how much beautiful
(the muses) But
one by one kissed
the frog, mentally,
him ever seen
and the frog
he became a
hoping this time to
muses to hear his
anthem of their beauty,
finally get to see that
it was neither frog
I hope you're
always together, never separate
to share your kisses to
are those that
I promise to
your music agents hides
As they do it until now, didn't
answering to my messages. But you can also
and I promise I’ll keep your email secret in life.
(how much long life a frog can have?)
swamp, my sweetheart muses,
I owe you
my life and my
lost music smile.
Thank you !!!
I resurrected and start
composing again, like a fool, like never before.
Thank you !!!
( Johnny Stax )