AND
HERE IS MY STORY:
MESSAGE FOR SNSD: ( Girl's Generation )
This
special
dedication of me, is
especially
for you.
Please
read it carefully
and put
it deep in your soul.
( And
sorry again for my bad English )
As
you read
here, due to the bad
events
that happened to my band, this fatal
car accident of our 2 beloved new members,
(
HERE is the article
)
I could not
get it over for
about
17-18 years.
I was in
too bad
psychological situation for
the musical
creative
side.
I had the
power to
create many other new
things,
but not
music
though. I felt like a
zombie.
In this
bad psychological
condition
contributed the fact
that in
those years died
without
serious cause,
dear to
my,
four other
people,
between
them
and my
two beloved childhood
friends.
Except all those, died my father, my
beloved aunt that I felt about her like she was my
second mother. Also my mother died burned in fire.
So, as you see, are not only 4 people but seven. And
I was still alive. Why???
Suddenly, I felt so
lonely.
Very lonely.
So
lonely, that I could not to
sing my pain
to relax
my soul. I did
several things, just for
making me to
forget, cause I was
needed peace in my mind.
One night,
searching for
something
in internet, YouTube, I typed 2
letters wrong. I was searching about my band, if
someone still remember us. I don’t remember what it
was those 2 wrong letters that I typed, but in the
results there was names like Taeyeon, SNSD, Girl’s
Generation, Maybe, Hyoyeon and also because I typed
the name of my band,
“Camouflage”, I found a video
of SNSD’s that they were dressed in Camouflage
clothes. The title of the song it was: “Genie – Tell
me your wish”. My curiosity forced my finger and I
clicked on that video. I was so surprised of the
melody’s quality, the 9 always smiling faces and of
the simple style of dancing. I think I heard that
song more than 20 times in that night. Then I forgot
the web searching about my band and I started
searching only for SNSD’s songs. One after another,
their songs were like a medicine for my soul but I
hadn’t understand it. For almost one year, almost
daily I was watching them in YouTube, I found their
story, I learned almost everything about them. And
sure…. ahmmm…. I stolen their MP3 songs via
“torrents” because in Greece nobody knows about
them, so, there is not any CD to buy. Why nobody
knows them here in Greece? Because Greek promoters
are very idiots and non practitioners in show
business, they only have a “chair” under of their
ass, thinking that the globe turns only around of
them.
Watching very carefully SNSD, daily,
I saw
and
acknowledged how well
the
musical
show business is rigged. I liked it,
I loved it. All they were made from professionals in
that kind and not from idiots.
They know how to use
the colors, the lights and the entertainment. In
their TV show’s I saw the simplicity of the faces
and behavior of those girls, I loved to see them
smiling, joking, kidding, making everything.
I found
my wife in the face of one of those girls. I mean,
my wife she is from Philippines and always smiling
and kidding. The smile of my wife kept me alive in
my most black days and I feel so lucky to have her.
Sometimes I’m secretly watching her making her
personal jokes on the mirror and I feel so fine like
a child.
Watching
those nine girls of South Korea for almost one year,
except my forgotten feelings I also found my
forgotten music in them. It was the same kind of
music that I composed and I like to play.
The same
kind of choirs that I had in my mind. Many
choirs-vocals, not only one singer.
Sure in my
music there is more punch in Bass and Drums, but
their music is exactly for
“Girl’s soul”.
And it was a
medicine for me to know that my music style is still
alive in another country.
And I was
happy because I heard my music exactly from the
voices of these girls. Not any other girls, but
exactly THESE NINE girls. From whole the globe,
between so many millions of musicians, I had eyes
only for these nine beautiful smiling girls with
angelic faces and voices.
There
was no trace of violence or
hatred in
their faces formed.
They were very simply, tame, and very..... GIRLS.
With the real meaning of this word.
AT LAST !!!
--- I WAS RESURECTED !!!
And you know, it looks like in the
fairy tales that the princess have to kiss a FROG,
so the frog will be transformed in a beautiful
prince. But here, it is more complicated, because
didn’t kissed me only one princess but…. NINE.
All the team of Muses.
And they
still don’t know that they have kiss me. That is a
pity.
I am a Greek and the “Nine Muses”
belong to the Greek mythology.
The “Touch” of one and only muse can
change your life and feelings to better. But the
muse, is
not touching anyone,
is very selective, she touch only
this one that
she
believes he can withstand
her “Divine
Touch”.
In my own case, didn’t touched me only one muse,
but…. NINE.
And
not only
resurrected
the frog
that hung around
in the
swamp, but
with him,
the most well-hidden
king’s
soul
of his. The frog
began writing
music
again and
his
music
made the
withered
woods around
his own
swamp to bloom
again.
Was it
possible
that the inner voice
of the dead
frog for
life,
madness muses
in order
to escape
of his
screams,
decided to
kiss him?
Maybe the
frog have
been trapped in
their dreams, asking them
desperate to
give him
life,
to be able to
talk about
how much beautiful
they are.
(the muses) But
those,
one by one kissed
the frog, mentally,
without
him ever seen
and the frog
got life,
he became a
“prince frog”
was
hoping this time to
manage
muses to hear his
song, the
anthem of their beauty,
to
finally get to see that
the frog
it was neither frog
nor
prince, but
their best
friend,
their buddy.
Apollo.
I hope you're
always together, never separate
and continue
to share your kisses to
frogs.
Be
sure,
that only
your
kisses
are those that
awaken
even
the gods.
I promise to
meet you
very soon.
Unless
your music agents hides
you and
closed at
a distance.
As they do it until now, didn't
answering to my messages. But you can also
email me
and I promise I’ll keep your email secret in life.
(how much long life a frog can have?)
My
sweetheart
fairy
swamp, my sweetheart muses,
I owe you
my life and my
lost music smile.
Thank you !!!
I resurrected and start
composing again, like a fool, like never before.
Thank you !!!
John Fragoulis.
( Johnny Stax )